All the problems between the both of you, I try my best to stay away. But I realised no matter how hard I try, I'd still be inherently involved - we are the only reason why you two are still living under the same roof.
One bites, another evades. It's 10 years since things turned ugly. I've grown used to it for as long as I remember.
I'm always caught up in work. & I'd ignore everyone in the world when I've got peace in my heart/mind to absorb those endless sets of notes. Because peacefulness doesn't come easily for an overthinker like me.
& you got ignored, just like everyone else. I didn't know what I was feeling when I learnt from Cristina that you said that despite me working my ass off now, I wouldn't be as successful as Daniel in the future.
Then it made me recall those times you expressed your certainty that my marriage would end up in a divorce.
I am not angry. I am not sad. I just don't understand why would a mother say such things about her daughter.
Family is kind of irrelevant in my context. I only feel it with my brother.
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